Photo by Patrick Selin on Unsplash I hate the feeling of discomfort and loneliness. I cried for a myriad of reasons. I used to cry in the shower, washroom, and during bedtime. I used to message you to numb my mind. We used to talk every night; you never let me fall asleep. I used to find happiness in your presence. I can feel the weight of those memories, t…
Read morePhoto by Wolfgang Hasselmann on Unsplash मेरो नजिकको एकजनाले मलाई प्रश्न गर्नुभयो कि म किन अब प्रेम र जीवनको बिचको सम्बन्धको बारेमा लेखिरहेको छैन। त्यो समयमा म चुपचाप थिएँ। उहाले मलाई एक विषय 'क्रश:सूची होइन पुस्तक हो।' दिनुभयो त्यसपछि म निष्कर्षमा पुगेँ र प्रेमको यात्रामा लेख्न लागे। आँखा बन्द छन् ध्यान मा माग्न छु म। हाम्रो शरीर कति सम्म अधभूत छ भन्ने सोच…
Read morePhoto by Aashish R Gautam on Unsplash समय सायद अघिल्लो वैशाख ताकाको होला। चर्को घामको तापमानले माटो बाफिएको थियो अनि विद्यालयका भित्ताका इट्टाहरु पाक्दै थिए। १२ वटा पंखा चलेपनि तातोको महसुस गरी राखेको थियो शरीरले। स्कूल भरी हल्ला थियो। यस सेमेस्टर को परीक्षा कहिले गराउने दसैंतिहार अघि या दशैतिहार पछि छठ अघि। विद्यालयका एक शिक्षक सबै कक्षामा गएर विद्यार्थीको राय लि…
Read morePhoto by Brett Jordan on Unsplash I can't remember the last time I met you. In your remembrance, I went to the liquor store, moved towards the place where alcoholic beverages were placed. I was unaware of which one is better. Being new and my mind was full of you and your thought that's why I was instantly overwhelmed by the choices. When the owner asked me …
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